Cat Miss Monkey

the last day finally has gone....only a few hours left.... i just back from his place..

i was thinking 2 say "enjoy ur holidays" to his brother and another friend..but i just forgot it and left that flat..a bit misbehavior..

we had a walk b4 i back 2 the tube.. i feel veri sorry to make him back home late 2 pack up..

my head is a bit blank now.....yeah..it has already automatically faced the fact that he's gona fly away...

monkey gave me some other tasks...such as reading the Happy book, and prepare 2 read only one subject for next year..

you know what...when i just went down the tube...my tear were abt to came out...i talked to myself...u can't cry....u r wearing contact lenses...my mood was really complicated...

i looked at his photo in the tube..i thought i might think abt lots of things...but oppositely, i couldn't think abt anything at all..just stared at a corner..and waked up at my destination..

monkey is much maturer than me...when i felt upset...i couldn't hide anything at all...and cried...but he seems can use his head control his actions all the times..

i know i can learn lots of things from him...but i need time to make a change..

when i came out the tube..it was raining..like my mood..hehe....i used 2 say that while raining...bcos i was hardly 2 b happy b4 monkey appeared...

i reali wish monkey will b able 2 read my diary...and reply me..when he back home

if not possible...please let him just b able 2 read what i wrote..

monkey said..he might use the most tranditional way contact me...i don't mind really..as long as he has me in his heart.. i don't care abt anything else...

although i care how monkey cares abt me...but i more care how much he knows i cared abt him..

cat's english is really bad isn't it...she's only b able 2 use simple words writes her diaries..

sometimes..cat does wish she can speak monkey's language...cos she feels really closed 2 monkey while he's using cat's language...cat wish someday she could make monkey has such kind of feeling as well....although it's a bit hard..cat would b happy 2 learn it if monkey teaches her...^_^

thank u for caring abt me..sorry i didn't trust u b4...

plz do make sure u safe back home...

eat vitamins C B2 B6 & A..everyday ..make sure have many fruits and less spicy food...

no worry abt me ...

i ll take care myself...if too miss u ...i will pick up a random order from u and do it(= you like me 2 do gym right?..i might start it from this saturday..=)

it's already late...have u done ur packing??

anyway...good nite my dear honey honey..

wish u still know me when next time we meet up..don't loose too much of our memories...

sweet dreams for both of us.....