Cat Miss Monkey

several days no hearing from u again.. i'm terribly missing u..can't describe how much..i thought as time goes on i ll decrease this feeling...but it's not... i feel bad that i can't call u other names in email, but i know it makes us safe..do u always visit my blog or just once per week? how much u missing me? plz...do tell me how u feel sometime...ur tone in email was like we r just normal normal friends.. i understand ur situation..but still felt a bit upset..well...i ll wait u to reply me when u got more time in internet cafe using monkey' tone ^_^ this weekend was a bit messy...i went out a lot..with different friends..tried to make my life occupied without thinking abt u.. but it is hard..hehe..

i called my parents today..we had a long chat.. i told them how i felt abt my results as well as my other thoughts..although i didn't get a proper internship or even a ideal results..they still encouraged me, telling me there always some opportunities to turn my way, it's just i have to give myself more confidence more faith and have to learn how to grasp the opportunity. actually i do found myself grew a lot during these experiences, whatever it was unsuccessful or not...i now really appreciate of having those experiences...=)

u will definitely find me changed after this summer...

every time..i feel missing abt u..i have to write sth down..or i would feel hard to breath..I've no idea why i love u that much..i never had this feeling b4..

well..wish u everthing goes well..hopefully will get another email from u soon..

i don't know whether i can send u email every single day..that's why i write my feeling here..

=) maybe i think too much again..but just in case ..

i don't want to bring u any trouble..