had a busy yesterday, feeling tired today...only 6 hours sleep is not enough for me ..
4 days left of my school life, hehe..i wish i can back home earlier..i now start to miss my family..
i had a bad dream, where i med an very old lady in my dream, she stopped me on my way and said she can predict my future, i then asked what would happen in my future, she then told me, you need to be careful of a lady, i then asked who is she, the old woman said, she's very good looking and then she disappeared..i've no idea why i had that dream...i never had that kind of dream b4, which is a bit weird, maybe sth bad will happen to me...
forget to tell u...the first day i came to here, i had a Latin lesson, that classroom is reali similar to a room in my dream, and the feeling were the same too, maybe my future has already been decided...just i can't recognize it until i meet it..ooooooor...i might have a power of knowing the future..hahaha..
i know one thing of my character is not very good...i always being sad when i'm alone or just used to that kind of feeling... i wish i can change it into a good mood...hehe..i reali don't understand why i always thinking abt the worst cases...why can't i being happier...i'm already old....maybe could live more for another 40 years... i wish i ll take those years in a better mood... sori if i made u worrying or sad b4...hehe..everyday..i ll think abt some strange stuffs, some abt myself, some abt u, some abt unknown things.. yea..i'm a good day dreamer..
i'm not feeling well these days, that's why i didn't report u i did gym.. i ll go there when i get better, i don't know when can i get that book from amazon..they said it's already despatched on saturday, but i haven't got it now..i feel very peaceful while reading books.. thank you
well...wish i can get ur email today..
take care!!&& best wishes~~
cat
